Wednesday, June 9, 2010

a brief respite today

today actually went kinda well. i went to sleep rather early last night (early in comparison) and so i woke up this morning with the alarm, and was at work at 830. that hasn't happened in a while. I woke up in a fairly decent mood, of which was shattered once i got to work, but that's to be expected at this point. Work wasn't too bad though, and I cut out of there early, around 3pm, and took the rest of the day to myself.

If you look to your left, you'll notice the numbers have changed again. this week i lost 4 pounds. last week i gained 2 pounds. wtf? it's getting weird, because the numbers are starting to bounce around. and i don't feel like i lost anything at all. i feel very subconscious about how i look these days, and no matter what the scale says each week, i'm not buying it. also, i've been having some pretty severe mood swings. which if i were to look at this paragraph, i might think it's a teenaged girl going through pms, but really, i'm a 29 year old guy who's just plain crazy. so yeah, things here are great.

i have a couple of posts that i have been thinking about writing for quite a while, but i've haven't been in the mood to write them lately. so maybe sometime soon if i get to feeling verbose, i will get out a good post full of thoughts and stuff.

maybe not.

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