Thursday, October 21, 2010

Terrible.

It's safe to say that I feel the worst I have felt since arriving in Israel. I am at times so depressed that I wonder what I am doing here and at other times so apathetic that I couldn't care at all about what I am doing. It is completely obvious to me that I have not recovered to the level of being self sufficient and able to be around people nor have a job where I am required to be somewhere every day. I M so depressed and I am convinced that I will never recover to a level which allows me to live a somewhat normal life. I should give up the illusion.


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Location:הר מצדה,Ashdod,Israel

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Never give up the illusion. That's when we die. I believe in you. Take care of yourself, Janet