Wednesday, February 2, 2011

midnight musings

i miss my mom.
i miss getting tucked into bed.
i miss big hugs.
hugs that can make any problem no matter how big go away.
i miss the safety and comfort and love only a mom can give.
i miss my memories of her.
i am so angry and disappointed and jealous sometimes because i was deprived of her for the last 19 years.
i needed her while growing up.
i needed her when my friends died.
i needed her when i came home from iraq.
i needed her when i couldn't handle it anymore.

i've never stopped missing her or needing her.

i love you so much mom. i hope you're not too disappointed in me.

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