I mean I am sad and disappointed and angry but I don't think rejected is appropriate because I don't know if she even knew I was interested in her.
I was going to tell her tonight but she wasn't sober and the situation wasn't ideal.
Which totally sucks. I like her. But I don't know how to make a move and someone else made a move with her and it's on and I'm here writing on this fucking blog.
I'm so not happy and I don't know what to do. I think she is a really cool interesting funny beautiful smart girl.
I feel like I am not worth anything. Not worth her time or attention and that's just a shitty feeling.