i need to figure out what to do. i feel like i am in limbo here, stagnant, like i have no prospect for any more growth while i am here. i can't decide to stay or leave. it is not an easy decision, and it seems like no matter what, at some point here or there i will regret the decision.
if i leave, and there is no new attacks through the time i was supposed to be here, will i feel that i left for no reason, and should have stayed?
if i stay, and there is a new attack, i can always leave, but will i regret the time spent here until then as wasted?
this one ain't gonna be easy.