my mood has been all over today. i have no idea how i am feeling right now. i know that i have isolated from my friends lately, and even more so from the group i am in, so right now, i feel alienated. which totally is not the case, and i'm sure that if i tried and wanted to be part of the group right now, i would be. but alas, this is where my head is at.
greece is day after tomorrow. there are some details changing and so combined with my mood, i am really not all that excited about it. but i hope i will get excited and i hope it will be a good trip. if nothing else, i will certainly be in greece on thursday. so that should be good.
physically i also feel fucked up. i don't know what's going on with me.