so i leave for the airport on monday night. i have been in "wait" mode since i bought the ticket last sunday. i've accepted having to go home, and my mind is now on to other things. however, i am still here, and still dealing with all of these people i live with and see most days. unfortunately i am not getting along with some anymore, and that just causes frustration. it also makes me less upset to be changing my living situation. so maybe it's a good thing.
i went out and got drunk and saw some friends last night. today, i am going to go and lay on the beach and soak up some sun i think. we'll see.
i'll be back in new york on tuesday.