Sunday, June 5, 2011

new beginning, same feeling.

ok, so four complete days in and all four i ate and drank more than i planned. i am logging the food i eat, but i have not adjusted what i am taking in yet. i also have not had a good sleep pattern nor quality sleep. all in all, i am quite miserable at the moment.

it doesn't help that it is the same blah situation of me living at home right now. i have yet to get a job and i am out of money and i do nothing all day but sit in my room and sleep. so, all in all, things are great here.

as the memories of israel recede into the background, i look at them and think "did i really do that? was i really able to have a normal productive life?"

not really sure i know the answer to that.

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